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changed for a while to saraflinn/kwonsara, back to ze lame name hehe~
i'm sadie, i'm seventeen, and i'm a little too dorky for my own good. this is my korean pop/drama/culture dedicated blog
i've been very busy and am on a sort of hiatus, apologies ~
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i'm sadie, i'm seventeen, and i'm a little too dorky for my own good. this is my korean pop/drama/culture dedicated blog
i've been very busy and am on a sort of hiatus, apologies ~
VIP | Blackjack | IU stan | Inspirit | Baby | Hello Cupid | Dalmate | Cassie | Hottest | EXO-stan | upon every other fanclub imaginable
I feel like I haven’t been 100% “there” for like…the past six months.
Like I dunno, I never know what I want.
I never know if i’m happy, or if i’m just not sad.
Even though i’m not depressed, I keep having a lot of self loathing.
I don’t feel like me right now, and I really hate that.
Cause I don’t know how to fix it.
And I think “lost” is a really good adjective to fit what I am. Eeeee, that sounds so cliche.
It’s weird how my parents have noticed my mood and overall presence is like…better than ever before. And yet there’s something seriously lacking.
Yeah, this is gay, and I usually don’t post personal posts but whatever. I felt like it. I will punch myself for this later.
But I think my “meaning” has just….faded.
I need to find that shit again.